I have never been at this crossroads before, it feels so new to me that my spinal cord is throwing me back.It may be that when you go down a path and found out that it may fit you , take it up immediately and embrace it as your own.What if you are just a burglar , a life stealer and a silly imitation of the king?What makes you king and not the jester?I have always thought that may over advertised spinal cord, my rules will act as the enabler, the lighthouse, but I guess life is not what you may think it is.The glimpse of the moment, the thrust, the lust for ravishing beauty, the seeking of mystery will get you down of your high horse, arrogant little lady and show you around.It will spin you in a carnival, make you walk a thousand miles in the maze like the 3 blind mice and let you get down when life feels like it.
What is this delightful pain I'm feeling, what do these eyes and arms crave for?
When you have lost one way can you just invent a new one, can you just say: this is me and I'm a king?
I really need to know where will this end up will I be forever the king or will I amuse the court for nickels and dims?
